From time to time I’m going to have guests blog whatever it is they feel like blogging. I will not tell them what to blog; I won’t edit it; I won’t influence the Guest Blogger in any way.

My pal, Mackenzie Wilson, comments on her work for ManoJob. And if you click on her picture, you can check out her blog, too!

I don’t think I’ve ever felt 100% confident of my acting/modeling abilities in the 4 years I’ve been in the biz. Tag on all the little bodily insecurities to the fact that I was totally new to screwing, bisexuality, everything porno, sex toys, the whole sha-bang, and you’ve got one naïve, scared little girl that is just trying to become a semi-famous model and make a few bucks along the way. I had no idea what talking dirty even meant! Sure, I gained a lot more confidence by the 3 rd or 4th G/G shoot, but I was still uncomfortable just letting go and really getting into it. I even needed instructions how to masturbate. Haha, yes, I know you are all laughing.

As of this past Sunday, scratch that! I filmed what turned out to be, hands down, the hottest shoot I have ever done. Now, I do not mean hot as in the fact that it involved a lot of sex, multiple bodies, dual masturbations, toys, etc. None of the above, in fact. By hot I mean I have never felt as into and confident and real as I felt in this scene. I can’t even begin to describe what was going on in my head and my body. Oh, BTW, it was for Billy’s (whom I’ve mentioned before) co-owned website, www.manojob.com.

I’m not going to lie: I started off a little whiney. “Ugh,how long is this gonna take?” My buddy Billy, the pornographer shooting it and doubling as talent, said, “Not long, maybe 15-30 minutes. Cmon, you gotta work for your money!” LOL. A whole 15 minutes, yeah. Thats forking awesome, not really work, I know. First we had to take the stills so we didn’t interrupt the scene in the middle of it (like a lot of bozo photographers that are still learning do). I was still antsy. 80 stills? God damn. Hurry this thing UP! But in the middle of it by about the 20-30 th pic, I started to get turned on. I just felt SO good about my body cause I’d lost a bit of weight the week before, and I just knew I looked hot, which I hardly ever do during shoots. I usually feel like a huge disgusting pig when I catch a glimpse of my stomach, no matter how flat it might be. Not this time. I put on some make up, had my cute-little-girl look going on with some fun gym clothes, and I was ready to go.

So, then Billy gets the cam and runs through the scene.

“OK, heres how its going to happen. You’re going to introduce yourself. Seduce the camera a little, do a little striptease to get your clothes off, and then start workin’ it. I’m not going to talk much ’cause guys don’t like much mumbo jumbo from the dude. They wanna hear the girl. So, just talk really, really dirty. Tell me how much you love strokin’ it, talk about how you do it, and that you think you’re the best. Tell me stories about when you’ve jerked other guys. It’ll be a good 15 minutes of footage.”

“Uh, I’m not good at talking dirty! I suck! What am I gonna say for 15 minutes? Damn, this is hard.”

“No, its not. You’re a fucking pro at this, you know you are!”

“Yeah, OK. Ready!”

We start filming, and it hits me as soon as I say, “Hi, I’m Makenzie Wilson, and I’m the newest girl on Manojob.com. I heard it come out, and the only thing I could think was, ‘God damn! Was that ME? That sounded SO HOT. From that point on, I was totally, 100% into it. As I went back and forth from camera to myself, I positively made love to that audience. Everything about it was real. The whole time Billy was in the background, tickled pink and making faces like, You are rocking! This content is going to be the SHIZ-NIT. When I watch the trailer, the only thing I can think is, ‘How in the hell could there be any other girl as young and cute as me looking that good doing that?!’ I felt like a fuck animal.

As he was getting ready to pop, I agreed to let him get a little on my cunny. And again, OMFG, that was the hottest pop scene I’ve ever both been in AND seen. It was hilarious. As it got on my cookie, we were both sitting there freaking out about how hot it was. Billy is all, “OMG! Dont move! Gimme the camera! Over there!” I’m laughing and giggling so hard that I don’t think I can move! Don’t you just LURVE that picture of it? I DO! Incredibly hot.

After it was over, we were practically high on ourselves. We could not stop talking about how perfect everything went, and that that content was going to rock the site. So, wanna see it? Sign up! I don’t give freebies J

I hate to bring gloom and doom, but you guys may as well never expect a better report from a shoot than this one. I said it once and Ill say it again: this was the hottest EVAR and there is little to no chance there will be another up to this par. This is my favorite pic, my stomach looks so taut.

Ok, all the males in the house, who’s jerking off already? Hehe.

XOXO,

Mak